Jumbled Thoughts....self-esteem, getting cheated on, etc.

This post is going to be a little jumbled and a little different from my previous posts...there are just a few things I feel the need to discuss.

I was thinking yesterday, how does someone know if they have low self-esteem? 

Rejection? Wait, what is this unfamiliar word?

Ok, so if you remember, last week I sent a Facebook message to my crush to start up a little conversation.  Well, I hate to admit it, but he never responded...Yes, I am a little bitter because I am friggin amazing!  I'm nice, I'm smart, I'm friendly, I'm goal-oriented, I'm respectful, I take care of myself and my son...the list goes on!  How dare he not respond to me?!

I did it...and I'm Relieved!

Ok guys...I just wanted to let you know that I did it...and I feel relieved, happy, and stress-free.  Wait...no...not that...I did NOT have sex LOL!  I finally decided to Facebook my crush.  I am glad that it is done, now I don't have to think about it anymore.  I didn't just flat out tell him I have a crush on him, I actually just sent him a generic message that will hopefully drum up some conversation.

Throwback Thursday Storytime: The Panty Bandit

I had to be about 19 years old in college, just learning the ins and outs of dating.  I didn't have many boyfriends in high school because I heard a lot of horror stories from my friends and I knew a lot of the guys and they would tell me the things they would do to girls and I wasn't really trying to be a statistic LOL!

One of my close friends at the time, I will call her Von, convinced me to try dating someone older.  I hadn't dated much, but I just knew older men was NOT going to be my thing...but against my better judgment I fell into peer pressure.

I want to ask my crush out....

I think in a previous post, I mentioned that I was a rebellious bad ass and that I do what I want and I get whoever I want...well...I'm not LOL.  I can admit that I am a bit of a punk/pansy and I can't quite put my "big girl panties" on when it comes to this particular situation.

Throwback Thursday Storytime: Most Romantic Date I Have Ever Had :)

All of my dating experiences haven't been horrible.  When I was in college, there was this guy that I dated for about 2.5 years.  I will call him Ike.  To this day, he is the best boyfriend I have ever had.  He opened car doors, regular doors, pulled out chairs for me, etc. the whole time we dated.  I never had suspensions of him cheating, he was just an all around good guy.  We dated for 7 months before making it official on Valentine's Day.

He was my first real Valentine and this date was the most romantic date I have ever been on.

Mom Says It's Time for You to Get a Steady Boyfriend!

Last week, I was having some random/general conversation with my mother.  She stops the conversation about says, "Can I ask you a question?"  You know what that means....it's about to get uncomfortable.  Of course, I replied yes and she asked me